Jesus, remember me. Remembering has been on my mind a lot, with the large scale historic events of Lincoln's Gettysburg Address, and the anniversary of JFK's assassination. Closer to here and now, the church secretary, Donna, and I took a 96 year old saint to
lunch who lives alone. She loves the Olive Garden. Her regular dining companion
and driver died last year. Increasingly she wonders if she is remembered.
I’d promised to take her to lunch awhile ago. This was the week. Being remembered brought joy. At the restaurant, the
longtime waitress remembered her too which just tickled her. Over lunch we
heard it was time to type out her pretzel gift list for the holidays, (on a
real typewriter-remember those?), as she remembered being a secretary for 30 years. Dorothy is
a positive person but she says, “I think I’m living too long perhaps.” Even
so, that bright spot of remembering and reconnecting is one image of “Jesus,
remember me” that empowers us and reminds us of the kingdom. Where, as
Colossians puts it, Christ is the “one in whom all things hold together.” If 'remembering' is powerful enough here and
now as part of the flock, how much more meaningful is it when remembering
happens in the mind and heart of Jesus? As we hear forgiveness spoken even for
those who haven't asked for it, who may not even know they need it and the
willingness of Jesus to truly see those in his presence, and then see beyond a
brokenness. To remember and reconnect.
This is Christ as King, in charge and encompassing
it all. We hear of glory and power, but it’s Paradise from one dying on the
cross. Of gathering sheep amidst chaos and scattering. Of giving thanks with
joy while enduring suffering. Seeing destruction in the world but hearing of the
city of God. That too was remembering this week. Proclaiming God in what shakes
us. One afternoon, a girl from the Doves Nest showed up grieving the murder of
her uncle.
We went to the Chapel, a quiet peaceful
place. I asked if she could tell me about him. At first she said it’d been
awhile since she’d seen him. But then she remembered, telling of trips to the
pool, and his buying the BEST Christmas presents as only an uncle can do. And
she began to smile and cry.
It all changed when he was in a car
accident, and he lost his memory. He wasn’t who he’d been before. Now even
later, he was gone.
In the Chapel is a window, a beautiful
window, through which even when the room seems dark, the colors stream in rays
that create tiny places of beauty. We sat there in those little scattered but
persistent rays. Looking at the center of
the window-Jesus, the shepherd. I asked what she saw in Jesus’ face. “Love…his
eyes are love.” And what about that sheep Jesus is holding- what do you see? “That
sheep is clean, and well fed, and peaceful. That sheep, pastor did you notice?
It’s smiling. That sheep has a smile on its face! That sheep knows it’s got it
good.”
Well, if you’ve ever seen a real live
sheep, they’re smelly, and dirty, with junk stuck to them. They often make
really bad decisions and get pretty banged up. Her uncle experienced that part
of being a sheep in the world. Truth is that he became really broken. No longer
the man she remembered nor the person God created him to be. Imagine a whole
flock of that- that’s pretty much us in the world. It’s no wonder there’s such
a contrast between paradise and daily existence. We see a story of failed leadership
and scattering, where those who survive simply cannot create a new chapter. And
while we want to just race to the hopeful verses, the starkness of our reality
must be seen- like that man on the cross who knows what he deserves as far as
the world sees it and anything different can only come from the work of God. God
doing the opposite.
Gathering, not scattering. Bringing a
promised future and a chance to thrive for all. A promise far different from
our current world where failures have led to depletion and scattering that has
reached “exile” levels. Jesus, remember me. Re-member us. Hold us together with
you. It’s not yet here in its fullness. For the simple reason is that our
failed leadership continues to contest God’s announced future and in the
process continues to scatter and do evil. It makes us want to plead “Thy
Kingdom Come!” But here is the promise- it has begun.
While we wait, what is needed is not a
race to a greeting card cliché for the day, but remembering words of that new
reality in our midst. As we sat in the Chapel, light streaming through the
window, and our tears, downstairs you could hear the noisiness of the Doves
Nest in full swing, but at the same time notice the peace of Christ. And that
is how it is. And we remembered together that Jesus’ promises are true. For her
uncle it means that now, he’s no longer broken, or struggling. He’s THAT smiling
sheep. Loved, cared for, whole, at peace. That sheep with the smile. God’s
power and love are at work. Simply and only because God has both the power and
the desire to make it so. For him and for us.
When we are overcome and when we know
in our hearts just who we’ve been. We can remember the good news that God’s
judgment- God’s assessment of the situation- leads to God’s re-membering. Putting
us together again and holding us. Remembering and reconnecting to Christ as God
with us and for us. Christ refusing to let the results of “evil doings” be the
last word. With us, even when the world around us might seem to be falling
apart and unpredictable.
In chaos and in isolation, the voice of
God can still be heard, a ray of light found. Jesus as the Lord of all uses his
power to gather back, to re-member all things, everywhere. Putting us together
and holding us in peace and reconciliation. This is the sign of the kingdom of
God in Jesus. "The gospel that you heard and that has been proclaimed to
every creature under heaven."
And this is what
the faithful remember and praise. It might be a busted up and tattered flock
and faith but it’s there. Just like when Jesus was on the cross, surrounded
by mourners, followers, family, women and others- there at the cross not quite
sure. But they showed up. As one writer
suggests, maybe this is what Luke means when he talks about expecting the
Kingdom of God. It’s about the ultimate, but until that ultimate event actually
takes place, it’s about being people of the kingdom who show up and remember-
helping, repenting, waiting, and watching. Learning, supporting, and sometimes just showing up to mourn. But showing up- to look for and pray for
the kingdom. Believing that when life seems hard, the world seems dark, or the
race feels long, we can hold on to the good promises of God. Made strong
and given joyful patience.
Problems may not go away, but we can
keep on because…we are not alone. We are remembered and redeemed. Gathered to
pray as ever-Jesus, remember me, re-member us in your kingdom. Teach us to pray believing
your kingdom can be, and is so, in us. AMEN
Let us pray- Our
Father, who art in heaven. Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come, thy will be
done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And
forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead
us not into temptation but deliver us from evil. For thine IS the kingdom and
the power and the glory. Forever and ever. Amen.
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(I have to say that Dancing with the Word, Working Preacher, Edge of Enclosure, www.d365.org and Ministry Matters are all really fine sites- please support them in their efforts)