On
the way to the tomb, the women remembered the story way back when it all began.
It was supposed to be good news. But now they trudge to the grave- numb. Stumbling
in the early morning light, forcing themselves to go. Perhaps along the way, re-telling
the stories-of things that’d been, the man they now missed. Trying to recapture
it. Going through the motions of what was expected. They’re worn out, just
coming to do what needed to be done. All the others had fallen away or were
hunkered down in fear. The women, they had hung on to hope the hardest, tried
to keep the faith. But then nothing happened, and it seemed pretty definite this
was the way it would be. They had let to it sink in- it really must be true. He
was dead, there was nothing more to expect.
But
then they got there and thought they must be dreaming-The stone was rolled
away! Out of the darkness came a message in the light, proclaiming that God and
not death has the last word! The stone was rolled away! They heard Jesus had
risen and had a message for his followers-Go tell!! What Jesus said would
happen- has! But...they were speechless. Why does the gospel end like this?
Shouldn’t there be more? It's perhaps why there was a later addition that fixes
the ending in Mark. Because there should be dancing and excitement, people
doing the right thing, all the loose ends wrapped up with a happy ending. Not
like this-the stone is rolled away, but the most faithful followers, the ones
expected to do as they were commanded- Don’t. They DON’T go and tell. They run
away-afraid. And it seems their faith away ran with them. I even imagine that as they run, they are looking
back over their shoulders, still expecting to see that stone. Running,
wondering, but apparently not believing. If we were there, would we? They don’t tell
because their faith falls away. What about us? Do WE tell even now? Maybe there
IS more to this story. We too can find it easy to get busy dwelling on the
stone, whatever that represents in our lives- big heavy things, cold and dark
places, things we just can’t move. Sometime there are so many obstacles. Can WE
really believe God moves obstacles, much less believe the message of the empty
tomb? Or …are some of us here today because we’re supposed to be? Maybe someone
expects us to be here. Maybe WE expect ourselves to be here, but some of us may
not be sure why. And even if we DO get it, are WE gonna go and tell, or just go
home?
Good
thing God’s power is bigger. The stone WAS rolled away but if it was up to us
for the rest of the story-the disciples, the women at the tomb or you and me-
we probably wouldn’t achieve it. In fairness, maybe we fear we’re not the best
messengers. We don’t feel all that pulled together or all that changed- what
could WE really tell anyone anyway? And we haven’t been the best followers. And
yet- knowing who the disciples will be, God’s message for those doubting, scared
and worn out followers isn’t Jesus saying “Hey I’ve risen and why did you deny
me?” or “I was strong enough to defy death- Why isn’t your faith stronger?” The
message was - “Go and Tell!! Jesus is risen and is moving forward. And he’s waiting
for you. So stop looking back! GO!” And this is true whether the women tell or
not. Because the God who cannot be contained by that stone, or the power of
death can’t be contained by us either. God isn’t waiting for us to validate
that Jesus is risen- it is so! But God is still looking for us. The story we
hear this day isn’t one with a weird ending, but a glorious new beginning.
Even
when we deny, fall away, or get stuck in fear, God still seeks us to be a part
of the ongoing vision of grace, love and forgiveness. Saying no obstacle in our
lives is too big for the power of God. God wants us to leave the weight of the
stone and the fear of the darkness behind. The real reason the messenger met
the women and meets us isn’t to test our resolve, but to reassure-that in all
the anxiety and disappointments of life, God wants to offer something new. Stop
focusing on the stone you can scarcely move, and let your fear be turned into
faith.
This
is especially important for us here in the aftermath of news on Palm Sunday of a
man was shot dead in our neighborhood- caught in the crossfire of someone
else’s battle-an event that makes fear easier to embrace than faith. I was
talking with many of the neighbors that day as the police were at work. Mass
had just let out at St Margaret’s. Lots of people were coming down Spring
Street with large crosses, elaborately decorated with palms, while neighbors
were all out, and the police were stringing up the Yellow DO NOT CROSS tape on
both sides of the street. It was pretty
chaotic. I spoke to one man, who was confused by my clerical collar. He was
pretty sure I wasn’t Catholic, but the word “Lutheran” didn’t connect. By
process of elimination, he asked if I was Pentecostal, and then with a worried look,
asked if I was with “Los Testigos.” The Spanish term for testifiers, or
witnesses- he wanted to know if I was a Jehovah’s Witness. When I said “no”, relieved,
he told me how the day before Los Testigos had come through the neighborhood. A
man asked him if he really believed that Jesus died for him? He said that he
did. The person asking told him-“NO! Jesus is dead and Jesus did NOT die for
you.”
The
man said- “That’s not true! Jesus did die for me and Jesus is alive! I believe
this. Now- GET OFF MY PORCH!"
Today
we today celebrate what God in Christ Jesus has done and IS doing now-for you,
for me, for all. And WE are the testifiers and witnesses to this truth. A truth
that continues to strengthen us in the face of those in the world who try to
tell us that all we have is a stone, fear and death. We celebrate this good
news and the remind ourselves we all share in the ongoing new life in Christ,
as we witness and celebrate the baptism of C.J. and Gabby and Giovanni. Baptism
is a living reminder that we die in Christ AND share in his resurrection and
are given faith. This is what we proclaim and celebrate we make the sign of the
cross- symbol not of death but of victory. This is what we see anew as we light
a candle that brightens our world's darkness. This is what we experience as water
washes us clean and restores us. Ways we're given strength to tell the story.
While
Easter and baptisms are times for looking back and sharing stories and pictures,
I hope, I REALLY hope, we’ll do more
than just talk about Easter outfits, and stories of “remember when.” Because neither
our baptisms nor the resurrection are just
history. They’re events opening up a whole new reality in God’s world, of a
story we are in, that’s still unfolding. A story we’re still called to tell. Let’s
first tell ourselves- let it sink in- it’s really true! The stone has been
rolled away. God has overcome sin and death for us, and in spite of us, out of
love for us and he waits for us. It is this good news that empowers us to tell
evil wherever we see it- get off our porch. get off our streets, and get out of
our world- because Christ IS risen indeed! Alleluia!!! Amen
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