So today we catch up with the people who are NOT in a wilderness, they
are not really in a bad place. They’re pretty settled. Because God has already
done the rescuing. Life’s Ok, and now they’re being asked to remember all the
bad stuff they’ve lived through. In Deuteronomy we hear people being told to
remember a past they really would rather not. Who wants to remember wandering in
a strange land, isolated, confused, unsure? Can’t we just put that behind us? They’re
called to come together and remember. Then respond. Told to bring an offering
that confirms that God fulfilled a promise. Remember- remember that real moment
of vulnerability. When you were really doubting and the Lord heard and
responded. Remember your history not so you can be stuck there, but so you can
focus upon how God responded. Remember that God has the power to provide, and
to deliver and to give a future. Because you will need that. Because doubt will
show up again. Remember your past and celebrate your present, you remind
yourselves you also have a future with God. Because you’ll need to trust God’s
history even more than your own. Your capacity to see that future will depend
upon your connection to God. Remember. Strengthening that connection is as
important in non-crisis moments as in critical ones.
Because lots of other voices out there will convince you otherwise.
And in Scripture, those voices are called lots of names, the devil, the
tempter, Satan. In the Hebrew language, the word for devil is Satan. But
interestingly there are lots of satans. But there is one Ha Satan. The word
satan means “adversary”. Ha Satan is THE adversary. Picture if you will being
surrounded by adversaries. Maybe life feels like that sometimes. Like a
contest.
Other times thought it might feel more like how the religion of Islam
describes the devil. Shaytan, is the whisperer- the voice that when we listen
to it, takes us from hearing God. The whisperer.
Maybe that is more like it for many of us. Being surrounded by
whispering voices. Times when like the psalms we hope God will keep us free
from the trap. Or we hear enemies whisper and suspect the worst before knowing
if it is truth. Or fear others will turn against us. Or in Proverbs, a whisper
separates friends. All ways of getting at our capacity to trust God and each
other. Or not. The whisperer shows up in our doubts.
Who are you gonna listen to?
The people beyond the crisis are told to practice how to respond even
when all seems well. Give thanks to God , remember and give the first of the
harvest. Not something brought because the harvesting is done and you can see
that it’s OK to give God a little. Come before you know the outcome. Because
when you do you confront your doubts and meet God. Because if something
happened to the rest of the harvest you have now given up your future for God’s
in faith that God has you covered. This is where the whisperer starts.
What if a storm comes? You don’t know everything, you don’t have
enough, you’re not in charge, you might go hungry. Can you hear the whispers? Who
are you going to listen to?
Even if we’re not terribly stressed our world suggests that any threat
to our sense of individualism or desires is a potential threat. We cannot be
vulnerable. We don’t like the word loss. It makes life sound like a contest. And
even God is our adversary. So when God says Come and give thanks like that and
then live with everyone. Even those who are not you. Together. It just doesn’t
compute. What if they need more? What if I have to sacrifice? They might mess
with my tradition, my rights, my money. Or whatever else it is that I hold
dear. I need my promises first. I need to fill my hunger first.
Can you hear the whispers? So many challenges where we feel alone
trying to decide. Now imagine Jesus, seemingly alone when the whisperer shows
up. Tempted. Since you are the Son of
God… go ahead. Do it! What difference does it make? Confronting and whispering
to Jesus- you have the power, aren’t you hungry for it?
Jesus faces all our emotions and challenges. I need to take care of me, I need to have
control, I need a thrill. All things we do when we listen to the voices that
say our doubts should fuel our decisions rather than our trust in God. Because
sin in the end is listening to those whispers, and falling for the trap.
Jesus came and walked our wilderness and conquered to free us from this.
For us to live in that belief takes practice. It takes being surrounded by
others who support us, and it takes that connection to God in prayer. Jesus not
only shows that God gets what it’s like to be us, Jesus shows us how to
respond.
What gave Jesus the strength in the wilderness was the power of the
Holy Spirit, and the word of Scripture, and the strength of prayer. I imagine
him praying those same psalms for support. And it took the care of others, for
him, the angels. For us it is each other here. To help each other remember who
God has been, who God is and to trust God is our hope and future. Responding to God and trusting takes community
and practice. Lent is a time for us to strengthen our walk with Jesus.
Together. By remembering what is really powerful and sustaining. That God’s
history and power are stronger than our own.
So take a moment and think of something in which you feel life is
pretty settled and blessed. A part of life where you feel God’s support-
something that matters like love, job, relationship. Whatever you have thought
of, this is a place of trust. Now think of a part of your life where it is a
struggle. Something in your life that matters but that feels like not within
reach. This is your place of doubt. Now ask yourself why you find it easy to
trust God is in the one and not the other? And then I invite you this week to
take home these lessons and to read them and ask God in Prayer to help you
listen and trust that God is present and active. Practice. May you sense Jesus walking with you in all things and
filling your deepest hunger.
( Thanks to David Lose for the exercise at the end, though slightly modified)
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